Hi..i live in jeddah, saudi arabia who has given her Alevel exam twice and did't do well due to personal reasons and second reason is due to my sickness which is schizophrenia. I am still taking medication and i am planning to give AS four subjects ( maths, physics, it and business) next year may june. The problem is i have very less time to finish all the chapters but according to my calculation if i study for approx 10 to 12 hours a day, i can finish them on time and start doing pastpapers. i have dreamed of going to the perfect university since i was in grade 8, I did good in my ig exams. After that i got into relationship with a guy and things turned into choas. He was not good in studies and his behaviour often made me a person who wouldn study dat much. I wasnot like this. Dont ask me why i dated him i was a teenager and i made a mistake. because of all this i did bad in alevel twice, this is my third time preparing for As subjects. Now we dont have any contacts, he cheated on me n dating my classmate. To make it short i was always Straight A student before i met him. I was on time for my studies and always on the look for more revision at the end of the day. Now after all the tornadoes and relationship hard breaks i am still a bit cluttered in my mind to study hard for my alevel. The only problem is now i am preparing slowly for my As but its hard to study alone by myself, i need some one who is going thru the same thing so i can discuss all the topics with him or her. Plus i am studying as a private student and i need constant motivation to study hard so i can goto Canada to toronto in university of toronto for architecture. I want to be surrounded by ppl who are as ambitious as me. The only obstacles that is between me n my dreams is myself being scared of failing again, i need to talk to someone who has gone thru the same thing and giving exams in mayjune next year. I hope i can get help from here inshallah. Looking forward to meet new people for guidance and motivation. i wish everyone a good day everyday