got my AS grades ; e for bio and U for maths. i'm actually quite envious that my friends got A for their maths and i got U. well i know i must work hard but to be honest, i just don't find there's any point for me to sit for all these three subs i'm taking if i'm not good in it. i'm not a straight A student and i know my results are so depressing. if you're asking why i'm taking it it's because my father insist on choosing my subs. i demand for a change in subs but he won't let me and i'm wasting one year learning something that couldn't get stuck inside the stupid head of mine. all i do is depressing them. i can't repeat because he won't allow me. i did tried once and he threated me to stay. i have such a control freak father. why can't i decide for myself and now look at my grades i can't even study properly because it's so hard to grab the concepts. what to do? A level is a mere 2 months away. please help anyone. i'm begging. i don't know what to do anymore.