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I don't know but you never answer, that is why I am saying this.... :S You never pay attention to less popular members of xpc, look I could have become famous here but this never meant anything so I rather remain silent all the time!!!

no... I get tonnes of mails so I have a way of answering to them based on which ones I can answer properly and which are easy to answer....
and IDK about popularity...

I remember I asked you something years ago.. but you ignored, you could have admitted that I don't know! I would have never mind but you rather procrastinated it.. it was offensive! :S And yes you do value popularity, it's in your subconscious, you may not realise it but I saw it... everyone has faults, even do I but the concept is to improve your character everyday! :/

that one.. I wanted to reply to...
anyway.. Allah knows best about me n popularity... thanks for telling me what you think..

he replied to me last night.....wow i m popular!!

Allah has asked us not to assume bad about other people. So if someone doesnt do anything properly i say to myself that maybe he has problems that i dun realise... rather than that the person has a flaw.

sometimes.. there are virtues we dont have and we try blaming it on others. we need very much to built upon our own flaws and ever be concious to the last degree as to how wrong we are?
i for one would never say that *im better than someone... or one day i will be *. rather i shud say * i will improve and become what Allah wants me to.

Another thing i need to learn for the sake of Allah is... zarf or the depth of things... for example if sumone says " you have mud on ur nose" i must learn to remove the mud... rather than saying im better than you anyway. or if sumone says that he is busy... u must think of the tyms wen u r busy and dont do other ppls wrk... rather than think" he always does that wd me he surely hates me"

anotha eg of great importance is... that wen two people are arguing and sumone sides with the one making sense... you shud not assume that they are taking sides. ok. hope we all improve in front of Allah's eyes. ameen

Rutzaba I did not ask you to interfere into this... like badrobot did not reply to me for a long long time and it was urgent to me... I do not care whether he is better or me as Allah knows best, I needed to point to his flaw, the people who disrespected me they all turned different and now they are helping me to be more religious but badrobot ignores me the most among all and I don't like it.. :/

Yesterday I lost one regular prayer friend Saad who said that he has a crush on someone and now only thinks about her, he misses the Jammat from then on... People feel that they have entered paradise here and I feel like it nothing but the den of the Shaitan nowadays I miss the Tahajjud and I feel miserable about it, Shaitan cannot avoid me from Jammat rather he has attacked my Tahajjud....

...I lost another friend Khairul who now goes around with girls, he forgot his Haya concept and we had a big argument about it. I reminded him of (24:30-31) and he said he wants to interact but worst part is he touches girls. Some girls even thought of interacting with me but I mentioned that I am strict and don't talk indecent stuffs, they just giggled at Allah's orders.

Tanvir is gone, hearing to heartbroken song. I lost Sabbir, he too have a crush on someone and does not mind his prayer. Sayem bhai has unmindful, he gave me his Hadith book saying I deserved reading it. I miss him when he misses prayers. Shameem and Hamza sleep away during Duhr and Asr. Nahian is a Bangladesh born Pakistani and he reminds me of xpc all the time but from this semester he has never prayed!

... There is only a handful of us left and I am becoming worried. Raihan has declared that this is our greatest test from Allah up till now and we need to be more and more steadfast! I am worried like our Jammat is dwindling and I am losing friends, and the others are like- "You just need to be free!' I promise never to give in!!! :/

Sayem criticised me in being a Muslim of not having knowledge I have cried one day in front of everyone saying that I come from a unreligious family, try my best being a proper Muslim and some took pity n now they all teach me new things and point at my mistakes during prayer but the thing is that the ones I have mentioned above are true Muslims but they have been afflicted by Shaitan.

I am losing my temperament and that is why I was being restless to badrobot, I am in a bad situation, we are being taught atheist philosophy here and I feel more miserable. People just say, "You can't continue to be like this, you need to socialise" I do talk to people but stay focused all the time and that is how it is going and I don't want to lose Raihan the most!

i would have replied... but since im "interfering" id rather shut up. good day to all!

I did not wish to insult you but I wanted to have a one to one convo with badrobot! Don't get over excited! :/

i thought i was leaving... how does that mean im getting over excited.? now saiyan u always say that the red apple got reLLY angry on short things and rutzaba dint... this is because ive tried to change myuself in the past year with respect to my temper... dun make it rise or else you will regret it.

Since now i Have been dragged into this lemme tell you one thing saiyan... watch ur mouth lest it leads you to get insulted publicly!