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ha ha ha...phr apki besti banti hai bs i wud say zyada feel mt krn xDMera pasa jin larkiyon se para hay sary tez nikli hain
Including my sisters
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ha ha ha...phr apki besti banti hai bs i wud say zyada feel mt krn xDMera pasa jin larkiyon se para hay sary tez nikli hain
Including my sisters
Han han ab seekhoun ga kisi se kay kaisay deal krtay hain in ko ?ha ha ha...phr apki besti banti hai bs i wud say zyada feel mt krn xD
u want me to suggest u some people jst tryin to helpHan han ab seekhoun ga kisi se kay kaisay deal krtay hain in ko ?
Han btao xDu want me to suggest u some people jst tryin to help
chlo chlo bhago..mai muft k mashwary nhi detiHan btao xD
Koi kaam krwana hay to btao ? xDchlo chlo bhago..mai muft k mashwary nhi deti
mtlb kaam k badly mashwara?? umm..good idea..lemme thinkKoi kaam krwana hay to btao ? xD
Han na to or kya kr sakta hun main ?mtlb kaam k badly mashwara?? umm..good idea..lemme think
lol i will XD LD heheheheh its awesome XD i only become dramatic sometimez lolzTry eating a chilli
Just jokin
Btw don't get too serious coz life ain't bad after all
OkayThoughts pagal.
Did you write all that yourself?When I was in my early teens I had a mad crush on a boy.
The subject of my love (the boy) changed pretty regularly.
What remained constant was the mad crush.
I felt like I would do anything to make him happy. I loved every little thing about him, even his quirks. I wanted to give him everything.
Until I lost interest, met another boy and began again.
The thrill and devastation of the mad crush roller coaster.
One day, in that vast, cold, gray, dry, empty expanse between one crush and another, I wondered if I had ever felt that mad love for myself.
Would I do anything to make me happy? Could I love every little thing about me, even my quirks? Would I give me anything?
I decided it was time to set aside the boy crushes and instead nurture a new kind of love. It seemed like a better investment of my time and energy to love someone I would always have by me, who would never neither bore me nor leave me.
Thus began a shift in my perspective.
I wasn’t dieting because a boy wanted me to be thinner. I was eating better because I wanted to be healthy. I was taking care of myself.
If someone wasn’t sure how they felt for me or wanted me to be someone I wasn't, rather than wanting to cling and desperately figure out how I could make them love me, I instead felt I deserved better.
I stopped being interested in those who weren’t interested in me.
Instead of wondering how on Earth I could be good enough to deserve someone’s unconditional love I became pickier about who I loved. This selectiveness did not come from a place of arrogance but from a place of self esteem.
I became more comfortable with uncertainly because I trusted I could probably figure out how to deal with whatever happened next.
I began to believe in myself, because that's what you do when you love someone.
I have learned the importance of spending time alone because I need to reduce background noise so I can listen to myself. How am I feeling? What do I need? What is it that I’m trying to tell me?
I recognize where I need help and give myself the space and the tools to bolster those areas without judgement and without being hard on myself. For example, I have a tendency towards anxiety, so I search for things that calm me (I try to go to yoga several times a week and pay attention to how I’m breathing.)
I try to be what I am looking for. I want to be loved with a love that is true and deep and stable. I want someone who will always want what is best for me. I want someone I can count on.
That’s what I work on becoming for myself.
So that once i know i have loved myself
I can look back at the boy and say I love you too
Really?People dont change , They just reveal their true self.
They do change ofcourse.Really?
Yes.They do change ofcourse.
But at times you just dont know what they really are.
I once made this statemen up.
This world is like a masquerade ball.Where everyone has a mask on them.Whoever reveals their true mask before they achieve their task.Loses
If the change is for better than sure why not?Yes.
True.
Creepy,isn't it?
I also had a statement in mind..
What if all those pretty masks were dark an hollow?
: )If the change is for better than sure why not?
But lol in people xD
Matlabi loog te matlabi duniya <--This is a statemnet a person ehre often told me ^_^
Much much..Seriously.Be who you are .:/
Lol Yaar they are.Hollow empty ..and much muhc yuck .xD
hahah xD not that yellow face at least xD: )
So te is like ki in Urdu?
No : o why?
Yeah..haa
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