Mum declares me mentally unstable

[ImuxInc]

Well,since past year or so, i seem to have lost all kinds of social touch...i prefer being on myy own and i feel uncomfortable around too many people...dont speak much to even people at school...all i'm there fir is physical companyy..i find it rude to barge into convos just like thatt && dont speak to nobody much till theres a necessaty ot whenn i'm spoken to...i prefer places with less light,idk i just hate too much light..and well,i did cut a few times when my emotions went way overr that top..but that was only a few timess...i've quit now..mom notices the my behavior,saw the scars on my arms and declared me mentally unstable..wow,thats great! Thanx momm! Feels so good to hear it from your own parents....

 

[Ahmedfj]

well maybe u r an introvert

 

[ImuxInc]

well maybe u r an introvert

..plainn English without the big words,please?

 

[Ahmedfj]

..plainn English without the big words,please?

well its a person who is not very social and dont like mixing with people ...... and tends to be less capable of dealing with strangers

 

[ImuxInc]

Exactlyy!!!! sheesh,someone gets me at last!! xD

 

[ImuxInc]

Exactlyy!!!! sheesh,someone gets me at last!! xD

 

[alphabravocharlie]

Introverted, not so much, Gothic alot!

 

[ImuxInc]

Gothicc?

 

[alphabravocharlie]

Well yeah, thats what i got!

 

[ImuxInc]

Whats that?? You mean,the 'scene' that is famous in the Western culture these dayz?

 

[Nibz]

Were you the opposite of that a year ago?

 

[ImuxInc]

I'm that way since over a year now...and before that,i've been like that almost all my school life..because i was alwayz bothered by classmates.so i never mingled with 'em much..but now,its kinda amplified..but idkk.i dont seem to care about anythingg ,anymore...my emotion are like that of an animal..eat,sleep,dgaf xcpet there's something that holds importance to you....but i more at peace the way i am and idgaff of what the world thinks of me..

 

[sea_princess]

umm if u have been like this all your life ,then I don't think it's illness, some people are just like that.besides they say things tend to be a bit amplified in teenage,so i think once u get a bit older, u'll balance it ,the dealing with people thing .
One more thing, not all people will treat u the same as your school mates so give people a chance to know u

 

[ImuxInc]

Hmm...i know and i do..not one,but several..the entire world is brethrenn to me...i dont hold grudges againstt nobody....like i said,i live like an animal...people treat me well,thank youu very much,i'm honored...people ill-treat me,shrugs and moves on...

 

[whitetiger64]

i think i cn kinda relate to ur feeling....i mean sumtyms i fel lyk just hiding away frm crowds and jst generaly keepin to myself....bt thnkfully its just usually a phase...it blows over after a while....keep hopin bro

 

[confused123]

man u shud do what makes u feel happy. living isolated will make ur life boring. go live interact socialise and this will make u feel better although u dnt believe in it but if u try it will work well for u. u need love care and support from people around caz dat is the fuel for life.
u gotta enjoy ur life and make the best out of ur life...

 

[ImuxInc]

Well,if this is just a phase,i'll hope it never ends...i wont try to becoma human agiann..i dont wanna go back into a life thats got emotions....you're hurt,you cry,crib,complain...you angry,plot evil stuff agianst the guy or in my case,destrou that person...happy,go dancing around and people looking at you like wtf is wrong with this guy? Lmao...well,i get that look anyway no matter where i am..but you know what i mean.....be a rock when it comes to you....dont change for nobody,dont try to fit in.be who you really are and dgaf abouy what people thinkk...be hard as rock when it comes to emottions too,you know,you dont feel nothing no matter what the other guy says to YOU..i pregfer living that wayy

 

[whitetiger64]

well to evry1 his own i guess....but y do u cut urslef nd stuff? duznt dt kinda shw u care?? nd btw ur mum ws just probbly really worried abt u....dnt take it in da wrng way man

 

[ImuxInc]

I did...few months backk...i dont do it no more...and well i do care..but for people...not for me..and the cutting was for the people not for me...and just cuz i cut myself,i'm a retard...people get hurt everyday..what difference does it make if you do it on purpose or just get it randomly? A wounds a wound and either way,a scar remain...people do something for a cause,and their a retard..why do you think i wrote 'WHEN' in the 1st place?

 

[scarface007]

Well,since past year or so, i seem to have lost all kinds of social touch...i prefer being on myy own and i feel uncomfortable around too many people...dont speak much to even people at school...all i'm there fir is physical companyy..i find it rude to barge into convos just like thatt && dont speak to nobody much till theres a necessaty ot whenn i'm spoken to...i prefer places with less light,idk i just hate too much light..and well,i did cut a few times when my emotions went way overr that top..but that was only a few timess...i've quit now..mom notices the my behavior,saw the scars on my arms and declared me mentally unstable..wow,thats great! Thanx momm! Feels so good to hear it from your own parents....

dw bro my parents think im crazy and wild.... hearing that from them just makes me happy and proud of myself that atleast im something