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I know my first day of driving......
My MAMU was at our home with the family .. After a while he was feeeeeeeeeeling sleepy ...so he locked the room and ZZZzzzzzz Z_z
Mamu forgot to put the car keys in his pocket because mostly he dont want me to drive the car or bike.....
but accidently the key was still on table.... without any voice I picked the car keys and slowly slowly rush towards the car......
I seriously didn't knew that how to drive that..... I only saw my friends and mamu driving .....
Start the car...zuuuum zuuum..... first gear and..........
Actually from a long time I was focusing on drivers and friends.


but successfully I drive the car... without braking anything :p :p :p but only for 15 minutes ....

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sorry about the angrazy :p
 
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I know my first day of driving......
My MAMU was at our home with the family .. After a while he was feeeeeeeeeeling sleepy ...so he locked the room and ZZZzzzzzz Z_z
Mamu forgot to put the car keys in his pocket because mostly he dont want me to drive the car or bike.....
but accidently the key was still on table.... without any voice I picked the car keys and slowly slowly rush towards the car......
I seriously didn't knew that how to drive that..... I only saw my friends and mamu driving .....
Start the car...zuuuum zuuum..... first gear and..........
Actually from a long time I was focusing on drivers and friends.


but successfully I drive the car... without braking anything :p :p :p but only for 15 minutes ....

@khunshaw

sorry about the angrazy :p
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soo to start off I LOVE pigeons!!!<<3333


So one day I was waiting outside my house for my school bus, outside there was a carcass of a Pigeon so I was liked "ohhh is becharay ko kis nae maar diya?"
so one of the guards outside goes "bibi gi jab bili ati hai na tu yeh apni ankhay band kar leta hai yeh souch k billi isko dekh nai sake gi"
well I thought that pigeon danger dekh k asa karta hai (I was around 10 or 11 years old:p)
so I waited for the next weekend, in the morning there are a lot of pigeons on ky balcony's shed... so I climbed up the shed to catch a pigeon and as soon as I moved forward it flew away and startled by the sudden movement I fell offf the shed and onto the balcony!!:p:D

Nothing broke but my body was sore for like a month!!! XD


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soo to start off I LOVE pigeons!!!<<3333


So one day I was waiting outside my house for my school bus, outside there was a carcass of a Pigeon so I was liked "ohhh is becharay ko kis nae maar diya?"
so one of the guards outside goes "bibi gi jab bili ati hai na tu yeh apni ankhay band kar leta hai yeh souch k billi isko dekh nai sake gi"
well I thought that pigeon danger dekh k asa karta hai (I was around 10 or 11 years old:p)
so I waited for the next weekend, in the morning there are a lot of pigeons on ky balcony's shed... so I climbed up the shed to catch a pigeon and as soon as I moved forward it flew away and startled by the sudden movement I fell offf the shed and onto the balcony!!:p:D

Nothing broke but my body was sore for like a month!!! XD


@Abdullah Babur
This story is from...............
 
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I am going to share the story of my life.

How much I had to pay for the one wrong decision I made. That decision was to drop out of school. I ruined my life! In school, I was a very sharp girl. I used to get highest marks in all subjects, used to answer questions aimed at others, I was the best debater, used to participate in every competition from singing to basketball. ._. My parents were against my decision but somehow I managed to make up their mind. But then I left school, I ruined my life. I ruined my result.
My life is over. I lost my friends. Now I just have a few online friends whom my life depends on. Dependency is a sheer misery! Yeah, I depend on them but what hurts the most is that I mean nothing to anyone except for someone who can be used to end boredom or one who can entertain them. :cry: I just realized what a scam I was in. Now I like to stay alone.
Life is a cruel mistress. It laughs at me, it dismisses me and it gives me a thousand more lashes for being disobedient every single time. Life enjoys watching me FALL!
I think about suicide but I can't commit it due to hopes and dreams of the only ones left, my family though I wanted more people to care. Is it selfish to think so? My self-esteem is dangerously low and I veer into emptiness, a mechanistic existence, it's the cancer called 'life' that afflicts me. I no longer live for myself, I just live because there's no option left. I pretend, I surrender, I acquiesce.
But then, am I living anymore?

My loneliness compelled me to create my own imaginary family where I have a son named 'Ayyan' and a daughter named 'Bahishte'. All day, I am lost in my fantasies. It's quite never been under my control to be alone or not. Sometimes as hard as far as you try to reach out to people they are acclimatized to their own friend circle bubble afraid for a change in social entropy lest I, well, burst their bubble.
So as much as I wouldn't want to be alone all my life, I've come to respect how I don't have to be diplomatic and dishonest about things anymore, how there is so much time to think about the way life works, and the ugly truth what companionship and friendship means to people today, how it has made me even more stubborn about my ideals and my dreams and how I don't have to acquiesce to the norms of what is considered acceptable.
Moreover, friends are found by the virtue of fate and last a lifetime. Maybe I find friends that care unconditionally, don't have an ulterior motive and don't use me.

#Hopelessness #Loneliness #Regret #Frustration
 
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I am going to share the story of my life.

How much I had to pay for the one wrong decision I made. That decision was to drop out of school. I ruined my life! In school, I was a very sharp girl. I used to get highest marks in all subjects, used to answer questions aimed at others, I was the best debater, used to participate in every competition from singing to basketball. ._. My parents were against my decision but somehow I managed to make up their mind. But then I left school, I ruined my life. I ruined my result.
My life is over. I lost my friends. Now I just have a few online friends whom my life depends on. Dependency is a sheer misery! Yeah, I depend on them but what hurts the most is that I mean nothing to anyone except for someone who can be used to end boredom or one who can entertain them. :cry: I just realized what a scam I was in. Now I like to stay alone.
Life is a cruel mistress. It laughs at me, it dismisses me and it gives me a thousand more lashes for being disobedient every single time. Life enjoys watching me FALL!
I think about suicide but I can't commit it due to hopes and dreams of the only ones left, my family though I wanted more people to care. Is it selfish to think so? My self-esteem is dangerously low and I veer into emptiness, a mechanistic existence, it's the cancer called 'life' that afflicts me. I no longer live for myself, I just live because there's no option left. I pretend, I surrender, I acquiesce.
But then, am I living anymore?

My loneliness compelled me to create my own imaginary family where I have a son named 'Ayyan' and a daughter named 'Bahishte'. All day, I am lost in my fantasies. It's quite never been under my control to be alone or not. Sometimes as hard as far as you try to reach out to people they are acclimatized to their own friend circle bubble afraid for a change in social entropy lest I, well, burst their bubble.
So as much as I wouldn't want to be alone all my life, I've come to respect how I don't have to be diplomatic and dishonest about things anymore, how there is so much time to think about the way life works, and the ugly truth what companionship and friendship means to people today, how it has made me even more stubborn about my ideals and my dreams and how I don't have to acquiesce to the norms of what is considered acceptable.
Moreover, friends are found by the virtue of fate and last a lifetime. Maybe I find friends that care unconditionally, don't have an ulterior motive and don't use me.

#Hopelessness #Loneliness #Regret #Frustration
Hey babe,
Look this is YOUR life and you should be the sole entertainer, friend, critic and enemy in it!!! This means you should not depend on ANYONE... friends are company not care takers!!

Let me tell you an experience from my life.. I had two friends since prep and than after around 9 years one of them ditched me for something literally unbelievable and the second one died a horrible death and I saw his body ripped apart, since than I locked myself into my room for a month and I would just cry and cry and cry my health declined, my results declined and my family life came to an end... as whatever happened to me only effected me no one else cared, my family was worried for a short time period and than they also left thinking that I am habitual of vain and misery.... but after that when I came out of my egg shell I changed, now I have uncountable friend around the world I know everyone's secrets and everyone knows everything about me!!! but I am not attached to anyone, I don't mind if someone leaves or come I really don't care, because I learned that whatever happens to me will only effect me not ANYONE else!!! So let people use you and you use them, No one is gonna stay with you till eternity and no one is going to take the blame for your falls, you are responsible for them... and if you waste your life today, you will greatly regret it tomorrow!!
and losing hope is like half death.... and what is your age 16-17?? At this age you should accept infinity disappointments but never lose infinity hope!!!



My greatest hope is to laugh as much as I cry; to get my work done and try to love somebody and have the courage to accept the love in return.:)

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Hey babe,
Look this is YOUR life and you should be the sole entertainer, friend, critic and enemy in it!!! This means you should not depend on ANYONE... friends are company not care takers!!

Let me tell you an experience from my life.. I had two friends since prep and than after around 9 years one of them ditched me for something literally unbelievable and the second one died a horrible death and I saw his body ripped apart, since than I locked myself into my room for a month and I would just cry and cry and cry my health declined, my results declined and my family life came to an end... as whatever happened to me only effected me no one else cared, my family was worried for a short time period and than they also left thinking that I am habitual of vain and misery.... but after that when I came out of my egg shell I changed, now I have uncountable friend around the world I know everyone's secrets and everyone knows everything about me!!! but I am not attached to anyone, I don't mind if someone leaves or come I really don't care, because I learned that whatever happens to me will only effect me not ANYONE else!!! So let people use you and you use them, No one is gonna stay with you till eternity and no one is going to take the blame for your falls, you are responsible for them... and if you waste your life today, you will greatly regret it tomorrow!!
and losing hope is like half death.... and what is your age 16-17?? At this age you should accept infinity disappointments but never lose infinity hope!!!

My greatest hope is to laugh as much as I cry; to get my work done and try to love somebody and have the courage to accept the love in return.:)

Maya Angelou
It's not easy to move on! Feelings may change but memories don't and when those memories hit you hard.. </3
 
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It's not easy to move on! Feelings may change but memories don't and when those memories hit you hard.. </3
Make new memories.............. you have restricted yourself and that is the main problem............ I f you have new memories the old one will be history!!:)
 
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It's easy said than done.
trust me it's not.......... Just go out of country if you can or not even that, spend every possible minute around the people you love... you'll feel sooo good when you see them laugh and smile and after sometime you'll also be amongst them laughing and smiling!! you know what's the problem with us, we think we are the most hopeless,pathetic and the last person worthy of pity and sympathy, have you ever thought about an orphan??? He doesn't even have parents to protect him or take care of him when he is sick... Have you ever felt insecure? just imagine how and orphan survives feeling insecure throughout his life......... we underestimate the assets we have and end up being ungrateful and that is why God take away our happiness and assets! try being grateful!!

And if you think this is all shit than I am sorry for interfering... I just thought that maybe I can help someone who was drowning!!!
This will be my last post regarding you!
 
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I am going to share the story of my life.

How much I had to pay for the one wrong decision I made. That decision was to drop out of school. I ruined my life! In school, I was a very sharp girl. I used to get highest marks in all subjects, used to answer questions aimed at others, I was the best debater, used to participate in every competition from singing to basketball. ._. My parents were against my decision but somehow I managed to make up their mind. But then I left school, I ruined my life. I ruined my result.
My life is over. I lost my friends. Now I just have a few online friends whom my life depends on. Dependency is a sheer misery! Yeah, I depend on them but what hurts the most is that I mean nothing to anyone except for someone who can be used to end boredom or one who can entertain them. :cry: I just realized what a scam I was in. Now I like to stay alone.
Life is a cruel mistress. It laughs at me, it dismisses me and it gives me a thousand more lashes for being disobedient every single time. Life enjoys watching me FALL!
I think about suicide but I can't commit it due to hopes and dreams of the only ones left, my family though I wanted more people to care. Is it selfish to think so? My self-esteem is dangerously low and I veer into emptiness, a mechanistic existence, it's the cancer called 'life' that afflicts me. I no longer live for myself, I just live because there's no option left. I pretend, I surrender, I acquiesce.
But then, am I living anymore?

My loneliness compelled me to create my own imaginary family where I have a son named 'Ayyan' and a daughter named 'Bahishte'. All day, I am lost in my fantasies. It's quite never been under my control to be alone or not. Sometimes as hard as far as you try to reach out to people they are acclimatized to their own friend circle bubble afraid for a change in social entropy lest I, well, burst their bubble.
So as much as I wouldn't want to be alone all my life, I've come to respect how I don't have to be diplomatic and dishonest about things anymore, how there is so much time to think about the way life works, and the ugly truth what companionship and friendship means to people today, how it has made me even more stubborn about my ideals and my dreams and how I don't have to acquiesce to the norms of what is considered acceptable.
Moreover, friends are found by the virtue of fate and last a lifetime. Maybe I find friends that care unconditionally, don't have an ulterior motive and don't use me.

#Hopelessness #Loneliness #Regret #Frustration

Hey, Never lose hope.. You don't know what upcoming life is going to bring to you. The best thing you can do now is try to stay happy.. Forget the past and focus on your future.. Always remember, Losers let thing happen, winners make thing happen.

You know what touched me the most, that fantasy part, I've that too, in my imagination, I can pass hours in my imagination... I know it's really hard when your self-esteem is low, when you're going nowhere in your life, it really feels so bad, but I think in this time period, A person realize what he's made of, what potential does he have, make the most of it, know yourself. Never look back unless you are planning to go that way.
The strongest man in the world is he who stands most alone.

Life is never easy. I believe it gets better as the time passes by. :) Start your morning with a smile, have good expectation from your life and Allah will do the best. Everything happens for a reason, Almighty knows it, we don't. I know it's almost as easy to say as hard as to implement but once you start believing that things are going to be good, good things will start happening by their selves. I wish you all the best in your future life, In Sha Allah, Almighty will do better. :)
P.S I know my English is sucking now a days. :p
 
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Finally I have a story to share with u guys :) btw am really sorry cuz am not a good story teller :p
In January me n my frnds planned to visit taif ( a hilly city near Makkah ) ...... Where there is a waterpark and cable cars ^_^
I am going to share the story of my life.

How much I had to pay for the one wrong decision I made. That decision was to drop out of school. I ruined my life! In school, I was a very sharp girl. I used to get highest marks in all subjects, used to answer questions aimed at others, I was the best debater, used to participate in every competition from singing to basketball. ._. My parents were against my decision but somehow I managed to make up their mind. But then I left school, I ruined my life. I ruined my result.
My life is over. I lost my friends. Now I just have a few online friends whom my life depends on. Dependency is a sheer misery! Yeah, I depend on them but what hurts the most is that I mean nothing to anyone except for someone who can be used to end boredom or one who can entertain them. :cry: I just realized what a scam I was in. Now I like to stay alone.
Life is a cruel mistress. It laughs at me, it dismisses me and it gives me a thousand more lashes for being disobedient every single time. Life enjoys watching me FALL!
I think about suicide but I can't commit it due to hopes and dreams of the only ones left, my family though I wanted more people to care. Is it selfish to think so? My self-esteem is dangerously low and I veer into emptiness, a mechanistic existence, it's the cancer called 'life' that afflicts me. I no longer live for myself, I just live because there's no option left. I pretend, I surrender, I acquiesce.
But then, am I living anymore?

My loneliness compelled me to create my own imaginary family where I have a son named 'Ayyan' and a daughter named 'Bahishte'. All day, I am lost in my fantasies. It's quite never been under my control to be alone or not. Sometimes as hard as far as you try to reach out to people they are acclimatized to their own friend circle bubble afraid for a change in social entropy lest I, well, burst their bubble.
So as much as I wouldn't want to be alone all my life, I've come to respect how I don't have to be diplomatic and dishonest about things anymore, how there is so much time to think about the way life works, and the ugly truth what companionship and friendship means to people today, how it has made me even more stubborn about my ideals and my dreams and how I don't have to acquiesce to the norms of what is considered acceptable.
Moreover, friends are found by the virtue of fate and last a lifetime. Maybe I find friends that care unconditionally, don't have an ulterior motive and don't use me.

#Hopelessness #Loneliness #Regret #Frustration
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trust me it's not.......... Just go out of country if you can or not even that, spend every possible minute around the people you love... you'll feel sooo good when you see them laugh and smile and after sometime you'll also be amongst them laughing and smiling!! you know what's the problem with us, we think we are the most hopeless,pathetic and the last person worthy of pity and sympathy, have you ever thought about an orphan??? He doesn't even have parents to protect him or take care of him when he is sick... Have you ever felt insecure? just imagine how and orphan survives feeling insecure throughout his life......... we underestimate the assets we have and end up being ungrateful and that is why God take away our happiness and assets! try being grateful!!

And if you think this is all shit than I am sorry for interfering... I just thought that maybe I can help someone who was drowning!!!
This will be my last post regarding you!
Easy there.
You are just aggravating it. If you look back and see the last bit, I wrote then you'll understand that I am looking for positivity. Loneliness is not without its advantages.

Thanks! =)
 
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